Every girl needs to vent :)

So I am venting today about looking like I am 9 months pregnant when in fact I am just fat! Can I tell you how annoying it is to have a stomach that juts out and there is nothing inside except body organs, muscle and a fat layer of ugly? (just to verify that i am not trying to have a baby people...eww) On top of that my face...it is as round as the moon! Even when I was at my heaviest last year my face never got this bad. I went to the doctor for a check up and she is tapering me to a lower dose of my steriod cause one of the side affect is a round face when weight is gained. Though not like it help that I naturally gain all my weight in my upper half of my body. SO FRUSTRATING!! The crap part about it is that when I was at college in price I lost alot of my cause I was on the meal plan a lot of the time it was easy not to eat a lot of the food or just have a salad. I really wish I could get my own place right now but no job=no money=living with parents, not that it is a bad this I love being with them...I just miss the independance of living on my own you know. Well I got out my frustated venting needs so now I have to pack for california...HATE PACKING!!